Meem

11:53pm Tuesday, Aug 7, 2007 in this cold night, sitting alone in the darkness listening to music just so that my tears dance while going down on my cheeks I’ve been crying for 2 hours maybe, I dunnotime passes so fast I wish life could be like time cause my life ain’t. It was once, but not anymore. God, that wish took my life away from me, I can’t feel anything now i’m just hurt, hurt cause i cannot be with the one i love. Hurt cause I see no hope! I wish I could die ! I’m asking the angels to help me, but no one seems to be there,  not even the voices! I can’t hear anything but the voice of a girl crying her life leaving life, asking God if she has done something wrong that made her deserve this. She’s searching deep inside for an answer and not finding any, she’s screaming so loud nobody’s hearing her,  nobody’s even listening. She’s just alone. A sad girl trying to live a dream that God himself made come true but is taking it away from her now. Why is this happening to her? I’m crying with her, trying to tell her that im with her but can’t reach her can’t even get close to her because she’s gone, she’s gone to the other world and it’s too late to save her now, it’s just too late! She’s just dead, her heart is broken into pieces they are such sweet pieces but they’re black! Ohhh God! They’re black! Sick,  hurt, pieces, I wish I could fix them to give her her heart back, but I can’t! They’re just too small! I wish she never had that wish, I’m sure she didn’t know that her wish was incomplete and so am I without her. My self wanted me to tell the world that she loved him so much that her love for him killed her but made her happier than before.